Sunday, December 20, 2015

Years are a whole..

When the holiday comes..
Our months of the years completes..

24 chapters were completed..
Another year ends..  And a new chapter begins..

I still remember it like it was yesterday..
How the two of us started off..
It was our second video call since we know each other..
We were talking and it was almost time to turn say goodnight..
And you ask me..
<- ❤ ->...  -> ❤ <- ?
And i nodded...
It wasn't much but that was how it started.. 

And then we first met.. 
You're with a pink t-shirt and I'm in an orange shirt.. 
You asked me to stay in the car, shying away from making me being seen by others..
I poked your stomach and there were no response..
I laughed a bit..

Comes to our first official date.. 
Where we took our official picture together..
We shook both our world with just one picture.. 

Then all of it starts..
Your first mama visit..
My first mak n bapak visit..
Our couple ring during our first valentine's together..
My firsy birthday celebration with you at Victoria station..
Our first puasa and raya together..
And then your first birthday celebration that I've done..
It was memorable...
And then comes to our first anniversary..
We went all out for it..
We even got to one point where we agreed to get engaged...

But that was when a chapter started..
My downfall.. 
My period of time where I failed you at the most..
The new me almost destroyed us..
I learn from mistakes..
I learn to understand you better..
I learn all of it to be a better man..

Also we finally got engaged.. 
A point where both of us never got to during our lifetime...
It was a life changing experience..
2nd May 2015..
The day you became my fiancée..

We passed all our second years with a lot of things that happened.. 
Never deny that I was the cause...

Starting 15th December..
I'll change for the better..
I'll learn to be better..
In just 4 more months we will finally complete the knot that are tied..

Nur Azierah...
I promise with all my heart..
With all my love..
My care and my breath..
2016 will be a wonderful year for you and I..
Knew that I love you as much as the many breath that I breathe in..
I miss you as many as my heart pumps..

I knew that I really took my time for a new update..
Forgive me my love for making you wait..

Remember..
My heart beats for you...
My breath is for you..
My love always and forever only be yours..

I love you my future wifey...

Time: 12.29am..