Phom Rak Khun Azierah..

Te valde amo (I love you so much) Nur Azierah..
How far it is...
How high it is..
How deep it is..
How much of it..
How truly it is..
Ego dilexi te, iam non moritur (My love for you will never die)

Je t'aime tellement (I love you so much) Nur Azierah
Since the day we meet..
All my scares are gone..
All my scars are wounded..
All my scales are over the top..
All my lust are yours..
My gaze stops at you..
Je vais être le vôtre mon amour( I will only be yours my love) ..

我爱你 (I love you) Nur Azierah...
For all the months we spent together..
For all the moments we went through together..
All the highs and lows that life throws at us..
All the happiness we smiles upon..
All the sorrow that we see each other through..
All the laughs..
All the sulks..
All the smirks..
All the pamper..
All of it..
所有的时间我与你共度每一天都是无价的 (All the time I spend with you every day is priceless)

Nur Azierah..
私は私の心の底からあなたを愛して (I love you from the bottom of my heart)
I always do..
Each of my heartbeat are with you..
All of the air that I breathe are with you..
All my eye blinks..
All the sweet my tongue feels..
All the skin feels that I felt..
All with never stop thinking about you..
私はあなたの体、あなたの心が欲しいとさえ自分のみ鉱山であることが (I want your body, your mind and you to be only mine)..

Nur Azierah..
Setiap saat tanpa suaramu.. tanpa pandanganmu.. tanpamu..
I feel no purpose of life..
I fees the need to just drive..
Just drive to you..
Just to see your eyes with the smile upon..
Just to taste your lips..
Just to feel your touch..
Just to feel you around me..
Just for the thoughts of seeing you..
Saya hilang tanpa awak...

I would always pray..
For us to be together..
Just the two of us..
And the offspring of you and me..
Together..
Forever..


Time: 1.07am
Listening to: Gym Class Heroes with Adam Levine - Stereo Hearts and your snore :p
Mood: smiling alone while looking at you

World of Our Own

One day I woke up into the darkness..

No light to shine my road..

Nobody to guide me..

Not a single sound was heard..

Not a single smell is present..

I choked in my breath and stand up..

I wandered around the world looking for a meaning of life..

And I came across a mirror..

Sitting aside with it's side to me..

It looked normal yet it looked different..

I walk slowly toward the mirror..

Stealing a small gaze I turn the mirror toward me..

What I see make me smile, yet make me surprised..

I see myself looking at a mirror..

But..

The dress is different..

The sex is different..

The voice is different..

The smile is better..

The eyes locks faster..

It is me..

But it's not me..

It looks like me..

It knows me..

But it's not me..

It is Azierah..

It is my significant other..

It is the other half of me..

The other half to my half..

I opened my palm toward the mirror..

Upon the first touch it cracks..

From the first touch it expands..

From the expansion we look at each other..

Reaching the last crack, the mirror shatters..

Closing palms to the face, we cover from the glass..

From a dream turn to reality..

We face each other..

Eyes locking together..

I reach to your hand..

I take your hand and pull..

Into the dark world that is in view..

With a smile you put up a light..

With my hand in yours you draw around..

The light was so shining I had to close my eyes..

Wave after wave of colors you draw the world..

The world of our own..

Something smells nice..

What is that sound? It is soothing..

What is the wind breeze? It's calming..

What was that? A calming voice calls out my name..

What is it Azierah? But I'm scared to open my eyes..
Are you sure? Alright I'll do it..
I slowly open my eyes..

Your smile greeted my eyes..

Slowly the adjustment shows around..

A world you created..

Just for the two of us..

Just for us to live in..

A world where we have no worry of anything..

A world where we can always be together..

A world where we are who we are..

A world of you and me..

The World of Our Own..

Time: 5.23pm

Song listened: Bougainvillea

Modd: Missing you so much right now..