This is me..
I'm a failure..
I'm a disappointment..
I don't know how to care for a heart..
A heart that is caring..
A heart that is worrying..
A heart that is loving..
A heart that is sharing..
A heart that is sweet..
Azierah..
I'm sorry for being the disappointment that I am..
I'm sorry for not being the only person that doesn't break your heart..
I'm sorry for not being there when you're down..
I'm sorry that I could not be the person you needed when you needed the most..
I'm sorry that I always ruin moments..
I'm sorry that I always ruin a lot of things..
Our days..
Our nights..
Our moments..
I wanted you to be always happy..
I wanted you to always smile..
I wanted you to always be in my care..
I wanted you to always be positive..
I wanted you to know how much I care about you..
I wanted you to know how I will always be there for you..
I wanted to show you how you mean to me..
I wanted to show you how much I love you..
But ..
I always has a way of hurting you...
I always has a way of putting a scar in your heart..
I always has a way of putting bad memories more than good ones..
I always has a way of shooting down dreams you have..
I'm sorry for all of my imperfections..
I'm sorry that I have this in me..
I'm sorry for all the hurt that you feel when I'm around..
I'm sorry for all the yelling that you have to hold..
I'm sorry for everything..
I hurt the one that is special to me..
I hurt my breath..
I hurt my heartbeat..
I hurt the blood flowing in me..
I hurt my eyes..
I hurt my mouth..
I hurt my soul..
I hurt you..
I promised you that I would remove all the scars present because of me..
I promised you that I would not add a new scar in your heart..
I promised that I will remove all the bad memories of me you have..
And replace with good ones..
I promised that no matter what, I'll stop hurting you..
I broke all my promises today..
I'm truly a dissapointment..
I'm sorry for what I am..
I'm sorry for always making you doubt of how special you are to me..
I know you always wondered how special are our days compared to my past..
I know how you wanted something just for you and me..
I never have an answer..
I'm sorry for that..
I'm sorry for everything..
I'm sorry for hurting you..
I'm sorry my love..
I'm sorry my precious Azierah..
I'm sorry..
I've asked a lot of your forgiveness..
More than I'm making you feeling special..
Again I'm sorry for that..
For being the failure that I am...
