Tuesday, April 29, 2014

I am sorry...

Today was supposed to be the happiest day in our life..
Today was supposed to be the day we cheer upon..
Today was the day we have been hoping for..
Today was the day he accepted without fight..

You were just being concerned of my well being..
You were just asking about how I was feeling..
You were being how a relationship would be..

And I got my high note on you..
I talk impolitely toward you..

I should have not done that..
I should have not let it got the best of me..
I could have said it properly..
I should have controlled myself..

I am sorry my love..
I am sorry to have hurt you..
I am sorry to have made you scared of me..
I am sorry to have made you lost your excitement..
I am sorry to have turn the happiest day to the worst one..

Please forgive my stupidity..
Please forgive my impatience..
Please forgive my damned self..
Please stop doubting my sincerity..

I want to be with you.
I want to meet your family..
I want to talk about our engagement..
I want to talk about our wedding..
I want to talk about the day we have our own house..
I want to talk about the day we have a child together..
I want to talk about the day we let our child be married..
I want to talk about the day we have our own grandchildren..
I want all of that, together..

With you..

Please forgive me...

Time:  1.28AM
Listening to: Backstreet Boys