Half of each..

Today marks six months we have been together..

How time flies...

Six months...

Twenty-six weeks..

One hundred and eighty-three days..

Four thousand three hundred and eighty-three hours,,

Two hundred sixty-two thousand nine hundred and seventy four minutes..

Fifteen million five hundred fifty-two thousand seconds..

One may look like it is only six months..

One may say it is not a year..

One may say it is not ten years..

One may say it is not so long..

Nobody see this like us..

How we see each other..

How we see the slowness of time..

How we see the ups and downs everyday..

How we see life as it is..

The second you smile at me..

The second you look into my eyes..

The second you smirk..

The second you laugh at my goofs..

The second you close your eyes to sleep..

The second you patiently wait my loss..

The second when everything happen at once...

The whole six months feels like six weeks..

The whole six months took only twenty-six weeks..

The whole six months has six years of experience..

The whole six months has sixteen years of story..

The whole six months has sixty years of plannning..

We have been through a lot..

We have been throug the ups of life..

We have been through the downs of life..

We have been through the happy of life..

We have been through the sad of life..

No matter what happens, 

I will be right here beside you..

I will hold your hand..

I will walk with you on this road..

I will look at you..

I will smile with you..

And we shall walk to the end of life.together..

My love Nur Azierah..

Time: 11.50pm

Song listened: Marc Anthony - My Baby You

Mood: Appreciating you.

I am sorry...

Today was supposed to be the happiest day in our life..
Today was supposed to be the day we cheer upon..
Today was the day we have been hoping for..
Today was the day he accepted without fight..

You were just being concerned of my well being..
You were just asking about how I was feeling..
You were being how a relationship would be..

And I got my high note on you..
I talk impolitely toward you..

I should have not done that..
I should have not let it got the best of me..
I could have said it properly..
I should have controlled myself..

I am sorry my love..
I am sorry to have hurt you..
I am sorry to have made you scared of me..
I am sorry to have made you lost your excitement..
I am sorry to have turn the happiest day to the worst one..

Please forgive my stupidity..
Please forgive my impatience..
Please forgive my damned self..
Please stop doubting my sincerity..

I want to be with you.
I want to meet your family..
I want to talk about our engagement..
I want to talk about our wedding..
I want to talk about the day we have our own house..
I want to talk about the day we have a child together..
I want to talk about the day we let our child be married..
I want to talk about the day we have our own grandchildren..
I want all of that, together..

With you..

Please forgive me...

Time:  1.28AM

Listening to: Backstreet Boys

Karpal Singh maut dalam kemalangan Jalan Raya!

How I Met Your Mother - The Love Of Barney's Life

What if...

What If..

What if..
I never applied for school transfer..
You decided to object the idea of entering our school..

What if..
I was in another school, far far away..
You entered another school, much further away..

What if..
I never became addicted to IT..
You had been a nerd student in school..

What if..
I am in a relationship..
You are in a relationship..

What if..
He never went away..

What if..
I did not broke up..
You did not broke up..

What if..
I never commented on your status..
You stop texting me altogether..

What if..
Our past never crossed...
Our story never crossed..
Our path never crossed..


All that happened..
All the happiness..
All the sadness..
All the sorrow..
All the stress..
Everything..

If all of that did not happen..
I would have not met you..
We would not fall in love..
We would not be together..
We would not have even known each other..

Everyday..
I thank my angel for putting us together..
I thank my angel for what has happened..
I thank my angel for the test received..
I thank my angel for sending you to me..

And everyday..
I love you for being with me..
I love you for making me smiles..
I love you for caring of me..
I love you for going out with me..
I love you for all the quirky faces..
I love you for all I never experienced..
I love you for accepting me as I am..
I love you for understanding me..
I love you for thinking..
and even saying before what I say..

And I love you..
For lighting my roads..
Helping me up when I'm down..
Cheering me up when I'm sad..
Advising me when I need it..
Even being there for me when I need it..

Nur Azierah..
I love you with all my heart..
I love you with all myself..
I love you with all my thoughts..

I hope..
we would be till the end..
we walk down the aisle..together..
we would have children together..
we would be parents together..
we would grow old together..

That my last breath..
Is with you..

I love you..
I miss you..

Time: 10.23p.m.

Album listened: None.

Mood: Missing you so much right now..

It's been a long year, even if it's only April

Hey pembaca(kalau ada),
lama gak aku tak menulih. jadi macam annual posting plak. dah dkat sini.
Skang ni aku tgah tarak idea apa nak tulih dkat sini..
Tapi yg pasti, aku akan cuba aktifkan blek diri ngan menulis blog..
nantikan saja update2 dari aku...

thanks..

Adel Asha...??

Hari ni kemalasan sikit nak buat apa-apa, jadi masuk la facebook tengok-tengok la apa yang ada dekat news feed..
aku tak tau nak tulis apa apa pun dekat mana mana tempat..
pastu aku terperasan Oh! Lawak post satu gambar dari FB ustaz azhar idrus..
ada orang tanya, kenal tak adel asha , dan ustaz jawab ja "x".

terkelu aku pikir, sapa lak adel asha ni jadi aku pun google la...
rupa-rupanya dia ni budak KL ja, baru 16 tahun.
yang best dia self-proclaimed "barbie" malaysia.
LOL
baru umo 16 dah macam macam. sedangkan lepak dekat pavilion ja pun.
dalam google tu pun bagi la blog dia, twitter handle dia dan FB page dia skali.
hebat gak populariti dia, sampai 126K orang subscribe page dia. aku tak sampai 10 pun orang. haha.
kalau-kalau la cik adik adel terserempak blog ni, cuma nak gitau, bukan niat apa pun nak menulis, cuma sharing ja ok.

#inb4 aku-tak-kenal-ko-jadi-jangan-ganggu-hidup-aku

p/s: aku pun tatau kot mana nak susun ayat dalam post ni. pakai hentam jek tulis. dah la ngantok. huhu.